COINCIDENCE: an accidental, but seemly planned, occurrence of events, ideas, etc. at the same time.

Aever have that happen to Ya? I have exspecially these past 2 years, actually it has become a common thing for me here lately...uset to make me 'wonder' now I 'kinda' expect it happen.

Also here lately, What seems to be the right decision has been the wrong one (go figure!)...so I've been going with what some might think is 'risky'...not my will, but God's will I call it...I have no idea , but God has a idea .

One day God is gona show his favor and turn my difficult situation into a beneficial situation just for me... .


There is so much I'd like to write, but I can't seem to decide what to say and what I should not say...

You know how you might hear a song that reminds you of someone you uset to know...Well that happen to me yesterday, and it 'still' brings tears to my eyes, and 'big dummy' me goes and looks threw all the keepsakes she 'still' has, which just makes it even worse!...Daaaa ...But Ya know what, that's OK, ...because memories of someone we once loved can sometimes be painful, even so the pain reminds us just how much we loved and that is a treasure to keep.

...and after the crying stops, 'Still Standing' picks herself up, dust herself off, while God wipes away the tears...and walks on, moves on, the only way she knows how and then some...

Don't grow impatient and try to force doors to open.
Don't try to make things happen in your own strength.
The answer will come, and it will be right on time.
He will bring your dream to pass; Rest in the Lord! Let God do it his way.

I don't always understand what God is up to in my life, but I know God sees the 'whole' picture. All I see is a 'mess' of my life. But...God is getting it all together, lining it up in my life. I may not see it or feel it, but in due season my 'messed up' situation, will in a split second of time all come together. In his timing, God will bring it to pass for me.

Thanksgiving has come to a end, Christmas is on it's way, this years almost over and I can't help but say 'Hurray!!!'...

2008 has been a year of tears for me, so much so that along the way I lost myself, and everything else that was mine. My faith in God was even put to the test, for when I say I lost everything I mean everything! When a person is down for the count, that person starts to do alot of soul searching which brings on change in oneself, which can begin to bring on learning to trust in oneself.
This past year has made me question myself, my beliefs, the decisions I've made in life how I feel about my kids, parents, myself, my 2 exhusbands...and you know...I am OK with how I have dealt with and feel about everything in my life, because even if the decision I've made 'hurts' and it makes life hard for a while afterwards, that does not mean it was the wrong decision.
This year has been a year of being alone for me and even through it has been very painful, the year has also benefitted me in so many ways. But 'still' I am so glad to see it go with hope and of course FAITH that 2009 will be a year of a whole lot of cheer instead of so many tears. So Good-Bye 2008 I will be escortting you to the door in 34 days! countting every second and minute of every day until the time comes. God Bless The New Year, 'BIG TIME!'.... I pray.

Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (NIV) ...

Let's talk about this trampled Wal Mart worker ...(God Bless the family)...I personally think going shopping on 'Black Friday' is just crazy. So what did these people think they were stepping on, or was the 'crazy' people pushing so hard people who cared could not stop to help...my question is..."For What?" ...What was so dang important to buy for Christmas, people go 'insane'...These people are probaley the ones who say "It's not about the 'presents'."...Just don't understand any of it...

This past year taught me alot about 'Friendship' and how I deal with people I consider friends, I have a passive personality so I'm what you might say a 'pushover'...but after this past year, I'm not so much anymore...and the 'so called friends' say to me "You don't seem the same anymore."...I found it really hard to not be friends with ones I thought were friends, I had to be hurt by them a couple of times to actually do it...but I'm proud of myself for it...but it's OK, for I know who my true Friends are... .

Wow! You've been talking to yourself for quite a long time now. I'm going to but in for a second, then you can have this thread back!

Well! Hello! There 'Miss Chris', ...Nobody else has been on this thread since October but Myself's , Thanks For stopping by...Drop in again sometime... .

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Originally posted by still standing!!!:
...Just want everyone to know if someone wants to play 'word association' go ahead I'll quit blogging.

" Yea, I feel a change coming on , and alot of moving on, had alot of healing to do, some people don't take the time for that, when they should. Some don't understand why I have been living my life the way I have this past year (they think I'm some what crazy ) but No...just needed alot of 'Me time ,' it's not like I had too , only choose what I felt I needed to, just like now.... I believe I'm done blogging, gona go back to writing in my journals, because really there is somethings You just don't want on a 'Web Site'...

See Ya,..